This is so hard to post and has been on my mind for weeks but f**k it. This is me completely transparent.
Depression.
Ever since the passing of Jake I made a New Years resolution promise to myself to share my real journey & not just the wins.
It was 1 month ago, midnight, 21st May, I looked at myself in the mirror and thought “god you look & feel like shit” during our biggest week ever. Everything seemed like it was winning on the outside, but inside I’d been having the worst time since I started EasyRentANZ 4 years ago. I was in the early stages of depression. Nothing I did made me happy for weeks on end. I genuinely thought this was impossible but here I was.
So what did I do? Had the most open conversation I’ve ever had with my co-founder Jack & Alexander with endless support from Mahesh. It was one of the hardest things to do but it’s made us so much bloody stronger. I wouldn’t want to be taking on the world with anyone else but you Jack & Alex.
Looking back, it was the best thing that could have happened. I used to not take mental health seriously enough, but now it’s the number one priority. I’ll never question anyone’s reasoning for needing time out. If Alex turned around tomorrow saying I need whatever time off it would be yes instantly. This comes from trusting your team till your grave & prioritising them ❤️
I’m learning to become a CEO, it takes time but I can promise you we will build the best place to work in the history of startups.
#mentalhealthmatters in #startups
Depression.
Ever since the passing of Jake I made a New Years resolution promise to myself to share my real journey & not just the wins.
It was 1 month ago, midnight, 21st May, I looked at myself in the mirror and thought “god you look & feel like shit” during our biggest week ever. Everything seemed like it was winning on the outside, but inside I’d been having the worst time since I started EasyRentANZ 4 years ago. I was in the early stages of depression. Nothing I did made me happy for weeks on end. I genuinely thought this was impossible but here I was.
So what did I do? Had the most open conversation I’ve ever had with my co-founder Jack & Alexander with endless support from Mahesh. It was one of the hardest things to do but it’s made us so much bloody stronger. I wouldn’t want to be taking on the world with anyone else but you Jack & Alex.
Looking back, it was the best thing that could have happened. I used to not take mental health seriously enough, but now it’s the number one priority. I’ll never question anyone’s reasoning for needing time out. If Alex turned around tomorrow saying I need whatever time off it would be yes instantly. This comes from trusting your team till your grave & prioritising them ❤️
I’m learning to become a CEO, it takes time but I can promise you we will build the best place to work in the history of startups.
#mentalhealthmatters in #startups