Everyone talks about they’re trying to find their passion, but what they actually mean is they’re trying to skip the part where they’re bad at something and still have to show up anyway.
Passion isn’t discovered, it’s built, and it only shows up after you’ve put in enough reps to stop feeling incompetent every time you try.
At the start, you will suck, you will be slow, and you will hate it, because your taste is better than your skill and that gap is uncomfortable to sit in. Most people quit here and tell themselves it wasn’t for them, when really they just weren’t willing to stay long enough to get good.
If you keep going, you start to improve, and once you improve, you start to win, and once you start to win, you begin to like it.
That feeling people call passion is just competence stacked over time, because nothing is fun when you’re losing and everything gets more enjoyable when you’re good at it.
So if you’re waiting to feel passionate before you commit, you’re doing it backwards, because the people who end up loving what they do are the ones who were willing to be bad at it longer than everyone else. Do the work, stay longer than it feels comfortable, and give it enough time to pay you back.
Follow your dreams, if they are hiring.