This weekend #samsales turned seven and while I could wax poetic on our achievements, I'm going to focus on one of the hardest ones: carrying the title of Mom and CEO simultaneously.
The mental shift of becoming a mom in that first year is one we truly don't pay enough attention to. The biggest hurdles for me weren't even the lack of sleep or change in routine, it was the loss of identity for many months, feeling like I was failing at something critical that I had zero training in, and an absolute inability to ask for help.
I wasn't sure who I was and was holding myself to my same high standards, without giving myself grace.
I'm not someone who was born to be a mom - the mom'tuition that exists in many isn't a dominant gene for this babe, and I (will) always worr(y)ied that I'm missing something obvious.
I'm someone who firmly believes in giving before getting. But in this new world, I was supposed to get before I give, which added a whole level of feeling selfish and guilty, even though this is THE time to be selfish and allow your community to rally for you, guilt-free.
For the last 2.5 years, I've had these two titles, and I survived with three things in mind:
1. My husband.
His mantra is "There are no scoreboards in this family". Endlessly patient, fulfilled by caring for others, creative cook, thoughtful beyond measure, quick to say yes to anything that makes his loved ones happy.
As I've said since the day we got married: everyone should be so lucky to be loved by a Ryan.
2. My team.
This business grew by 3% the year I took maternity leave, but that's a fraction of the story. They supported each other, delighted our clients, were proactively strategic, and figured out how to give me as much space as possible when I needed it. We're a team full of moms and caretakers, who know how to just get it done while being there for each other.
3. In the words of Snoop, I'd like to thank me.
This is hard to write, but I'm just proud of myself. Proud that I took the leap to become a mom, proud that I asked for help when I needed it, proud when I said, "I need to go take a nap, brb", and proud that, with the above and my community of dear friends, moms, and family, found my footing as a mom that's raising the happiest tiny chicken, while taking this business forward, full speed ahead.
And then there's this year's progress to cap off our seven year anniversary: to date, we're already 24.2% ahead of where we were at the end of last Q3, with three selling weeks left to go, setting pace for us to have our seventh year of YoY growth.
Lastly, a little throw back to two years ago, head full of curlers, arms filled with a tiny chunk, awaiting new (sorely needed) headshots.
Thank you for going on this journey with me all these seven years, but a special thanks for investing in us, for your kind messages of what our business and advice has meant to each of you throughout these years, and for all the support you've thrown this mom.
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